Originally posted on sciy.org by Kim Anastasia on Sat 21 Jan 2006 11:02 PM PST
Since my trip to Auroville & Pondicherry (more later on that) I am feeling a pressure behind me above the shoulders and head. It is as if a golden disc, much larger than the body, much larger than myself, is pressing down, forcing something out of the human that wishes to express or perhaps to co-evolve with it. The disc looks something like one of the discs used for the Matrimandir only its texture is more porous. I don't "see" the disc exactly, but feel its presence, and the pressure of it varies - sometimes weighty in ways that make my knees shake, and at other times quite light and bright. Sometimes it feels very large and I want to reach up and touch it, or hang glide with it. I am learning about this presence now as it is new to me, and I am trusting that it is part of this process of Surrender. It first presented while we were in the room of the Mother.
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